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Saturday, February 05, 2005

The Awakening

After much complications.... and help from a friend, my blog is finally up... U know who u r...
Hence here is a tribute to U!... Thx so much! In the end I solved the problem in sch... Anyways wanna let u noe again that u shouldn't hide your feelings but like I've said, "Do what you r comfortable with"

Actually I have a couple of things to share in my very first entry. Seriously I dun reali care if anyone bothers to read my blog(yah thou it'll be on my msn nick)... It's jus a medium to let out my feelings and to speak my mind(of cos not in every case).

The day started out real bad. Well that was perhaps a problem or a mistake that was around for a few years now, jus that i din realise it up til this day. N it's serious, i can't think of the consequences. Afterall I might not be able to graduate this sem... I dun wana take one bloody module and pay like close to 3K for tt! But I mite just have to do tt... cant think of any backup plans but i shall jus await good news from the helpful lady... *blank mind* dun ask me abt it, dun make me tok when i dun feel like it at all...i've done all i could now so no point worrying about it either...But I cant help it!!

Well met a friend whom i dun contact but will meet by chance. Everytime i see tt fren of mine, i'll get pretty upset, my heart twinges. I'll think of the things he did and the things we did together. Yes I know it is insignificant, afterall he wouldn't know. But suprisingly I wasn't upset today, he was prolly at the back of my mind. Perhaps i was more upset abt the above mentioned matter... But right now as i'm typing i feel nostalgic. God knows... mayb i'm stil affected.

Couple of things going through my head right now... Dun hv e energy to carry on...Leave the rest for next time. Sounds like i'm in a real bad mess for my 1st blog...I guess i reali m.

=I can only Pray=
Melis

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meLis in Dreamland

Silence is perfect for the night
All alone you hide
From the lights shone too bright

This very moment you own
Don't waste away a night so beautiful

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