Déjà vu
Anguish
Devastated
The emotions when I heard I heard the Bali sucidal bomb attack, once again. Hatred to a certain extent. So much so I feel the terrorists deserved the same treatment, to be punished, to be killed and wiped out. But if we can and did the same, how different would we be from them? It just makes me wonder, what did we do to aggrevate them to resort to such means, for one we didn't try to attack or hurt them in the same way they did. But the world is not fair, it doesn't mean if you treat people in a way, they have to treat you the same too. Sometimes I just wonder, how can they treat human lives like that, how can they feel nothing when they are also hurting their own fellow people, how can they even sacrifice their own lives, how can they be brain-washed to such an extent?? But then again they are terrorist. If they have thought of all these, they will not be who they have become. We believe in different God, no doubt, but Allah never thought them to kill. I just cannot imagine what kinda education they had, what values they were inculcated. And I have to say I am only directing these at the terrorist, not all Muslims or Malay behave in the same way. At least, those that I know of do not harbor such evil thoughts in any way. And I can say so for all, if not most of them in our country.
We think of the terrorist as evil beings, who wreck havoc, we condemn such acts and we admonish them. Ironically, they think the same of us. But what can we do? Only to indentify and pick them out, after incidents like that happen. We have put up layers and layers of defenses but it doesn't guarantee the successful eviction of such happenings. After all they are the ones who are in control.
If only Allah could punish them.
*Dear God*
刚刚看完六点半的新闻 那悲剧又重演
有个妈妈拿着儿子的相片 期盼他会出现
看不下那画面 我转过头却开始流泪
是惩罚是考验 还要有多少的心碎
爱 爱 在这个世界上爱已被忘记
谁都不相信 谁都不相信 相信爱
哎 哎 真理和公平都变成了笑话
我不愿意住在这样的城市里
话题都围绕在腥色羶暴力 有八卦没想法
计算逃避人人都在玩游戏 没有钱没人理你
我心里很愤怒 只能冷酷让自己麻木
拿生命做赌注 这些疯狂还要多久
爱 爱 在这个世界上有没有意义
没有人在乎 没有人在乎 没有爱
哎 哎 我真的很想要开口骂脏话
不是我的错 不是我的错 别怪我
Dear God 为什么你闭上眼不想想办法
装做看不见 装做看不见 告诉我
哎 哎 告诉我把爱找回来的方法
因为我无法离开这个鬼地方
(我没有办法离开 这个鬼地方 这个鬼地方)
它还是我的家
刚刚看完远方传来的消息
像恶梦在继续 给点力量让自己能活下去
Dear God 你在哪里
