I'm tired...

What a tiring day... Rehearsal today was a mental torment. It didn't help that I'm sick.

We were doing this "Hotseat" thingy, a drama term where an actor, in his character, will take e seat and be questioned on his/her role, asked to justify and reason certain situations/things revolving his character. And after that, he'll be thrown into scenarios whereby the director only gives a description to the situation. Other actors will come on to help on improvisation, so the actor basically has to talk, act and react in the best way his character would.

I was slapped. I cried. It worsened my flu... I love Hotseat and all these, being somewhat "pre-show", meaning that these things will not be performed on stage but to help us feel for and understand our character better, really helped me a great deal today. I feel more strongly for my role. Alot more.

And me and a fellow actor sorta came to terms with our relationship and finally it all make sense. Like pieces of Jig Saw slowly falling into place... What e audience eventually see will only be e completed puzzle.

I'm turning in... Reali tired. Haven't slpt this early for ages! And I have myself to blame, for attending a bdae party til late yest, after my rehearsal.... Planned to leave early but all e talkin and KTV made me stay. haha well e guys there can sing! ermmz some others r rather cute haha. Makes me wonder... What happened to my friends?? lol Could tt be e reason i'm stil unattached? hahaha ok la j/j. N did i mention that her theme were pink for ladies and black for guys. I think I overlooked tt n i ended up being so conspicuous in green!!! N they all surrounded me with a loud "ORH...."

=Get well soon=
Melis