Me, Myself & I
I discovered by chance that this happens to my 100th post.... But it's not gonna be something happening nor interesting. See I've run out of interesting things to blog on and I simply lack the discipline to blog religiously.... Perhaps that's the sad life of being a young working adult. I'm not trying to say that my life is boring just because of work, I try to make spice up my life by after-work activites and weekend hang outs (which KTV makes up a large 70%). And sadly, I've been bogged by some disease which I've never really recovered since... So I'm constantly sick... You probably can figure it out when u join me for KTV... See I'm on MC today that's why I'm blogging... haha. I was rather sickly when young but it wasn't this bad. I guess it has to do with my job, since I'm out on the field everyday visiting clinics... that's where all the germs and viruses are abundant.
Work has not been easy, I think most graduates who just started out agree with me. We are all caught in that phase of life, not wanting to move on and move outta our comfort zone which we have sought shelter for the past 2 decades. Looking for the right job, the most suitable job, the job we most want, but yet not knowing anything.... And sometimes you won't know until u've got into it. And sometimes it's a matter of adapting. My manager has told me that the 1st 3 mths into the job is the hardest time, and you'll only start to enjoy after 6 mths. My frens have been in their job of 6mths and not enjoying it. Does that mean they'll never like it? I don't have an answer too. Everyone wants to have a carefree life and do what they really like and enjoy, but the harsh reality of life forbids that. STRESS is the main issue. And of cos people u work with...
There are some friends I thought will last for life, but I realise the feeling has changed. Things have changed I guess, so do people. I don't know if it's myself or what. I'm glad I have made very close friends recently and they are now the new people in my life whom I count on and hang out with. I really enjoy their company, but it only makes me realise that I'm beginning to lose some close friends as well. Never mind about that, cos we all move on, and we all have different lives to lead. Now I know why most parents never have any close friends cos they lose them along the way, after leaving school, after marriage. I hope I won't become like that...
I know I've been tagged, the second time to be exact but I haven't really sat down and do it, I think I'll leave it for V day. Sounds more appropriate.
I'm hungry. I'm drowsy. Another piece of incoherent writing. I promise something better. In the pipeline. I'm gettin some sleep....