Hallucinating
It's sooooo damn hard not to think abt it.... when you something's gonna happen but you're not sure whether it'll be for the better or worse... 3 weeks.... I gotta endure this 3 weeks... Not knowing what'll be the outcome but I can't help thinking about it every minute, every second. I truely want it and I don't wanna be disappointed. That's my greatest fear at the end of this 3 weeks.
A step closer to my dream can also turn out to be a firm NO. I hope I'm not the one to fall, not that I'm selfish but compared to the half-hearted, I think I'm more enthusiastic and I REALLY want it... Ok I know it's the umpteenth time I've repeated that line... I'm sorry but I have to do some screaming some where.
So keep my fingers crossed and wish me all the luck k... I know most people need it for their exams... Anyways I can't reveal it now for fear of some external forces haha...
if it turns out to be good I'll announce to the whole world. You guys will know it some day anyways....
ah thinking as I'm typing away... Think I'll be bloody disappointed if it doesn't turn out well.
promise to post an exciting trailer on my nx entry.
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craving for mac... how come....