The prophet

Broken off from the spell finally.
Completely or not it's unknown... yet.

No more waiting for sms-es in bed.
No more juggling of phones.
No more waiting online but to no avail.
No more waiting for an answer.

Now it's clear
What's a promise
What's a commitment
The lack of it
Makes this easier

Don't wanna be sympathised.
Don't wanna be comforted.
Strong enough to handle.
At least deemed so.
The independent one.
And not anyone else.

If it can't work out,
It has to come to an end.
Should feel glad.
Should be relieved.
The one thing being waited for.
An answer.
Regardless of which way it goes.

But not feeling any emotions... yet.
Not tears
Not ache
Perhaps the heart is numbed.
Perhaps the owner is numbing it.



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Kinda adapted the template from u, sista! :D
Big hugs to you, hope you are really fine too.
Whatever happens, we have each other. But I hope it ends well for you.
Hopefully there's no mutual influence, again.