The truth hurts but ignorance kills
"
I'm not so sure if I want to know anymore
Perhaps I've already knew it all along
I'm not so sure what I can trust anymore
Just a few weeks and a different story is told
I'm not so sure if I can take it anymore
The truth behind the decision is more than I can bear
It's tiring to put up a strong front
I thought that would make you feel better
It's tiring to pretend like nothing happened
The thoughts and the images just float around
It's tiring to hear you say
all you had for me was feelings of the past
I've known you to be brutally honest
but not to this extent
I've known you to be indecisive
and when you turn otherwise it hurts dearly
I've known you to avoid thinking
yet a few days of thinking iron out things that happened in months
It's sad to think
the times we had were but your mistake
It's sad to know
no matter how hard i try things cannot be changed
It's sad to hear
all you can say is sorry and thanks
Now I can see
everything has fallen into place
Now I can tell
how much you care for someone else
Now I can say
this is worse than the recurring nightmare
If I was really that great
tell me why this decision
If there were really so many problems
tell me why this choice
If I should think for myself
tell me why I have to accept this decision
Why does a large part of me still hope for a chance
even if the truth was so balantly delivered
Why isit that I'm still trying to accomodate you
the way you accomodate someone else
Why can't I let go
when I know there isn't abit of me in you
I see I was the silly one
thinking things could be picked up where they were left off
I see who gets the last laugh
after going around in circles
I see it's retribution
after the many years it's pay back time
"
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I pretended I'm glad you went away
These four walls closin' more every day
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
Now I'm cryin' inside
And nobody knows it but me
Why didn't I say
The things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a-tumblin' down
I can see it so clearly
But you're nowhere around
The nights are lonely
The days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me
I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
Now I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm tremblin' inside, and nobody knows it but me
I lie awake, its a quarter past three
I'm screamin' at night
As if I thought you'd hear me
Yeah my heart is callin' you
And nobody knows it but me
How blue can I get
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle its been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know I'll be lovin' you still
The nights are lonely
The days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me
Tomorrow mornin' I'm hittin' the dusty road
Gonna find you wherever, ever you might go
I'm gonna unload my heart
And hope you come back to me
Said when the nights are lonely...
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Nobody knows it (but me) - Babyface
