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Monday, October 24, 2005

Turkish Talk

Now my blog has become a weekly journal haha...

aiyah dun even feel like touching the computer when I get home... thou I can msn while I'm in the office haha, but now's my honeymoon period, cos I'm still undergoing training but it's gonna end very soon! I'm going on field (or to war) from next month, althou will be starting with a couple of joint calls...

Actuali, I blogged last thurs or so, but after i type i dunno what i pressed and everything was gone... it was a msn conversation that I blogged on and I had closed the window and it's not saved in the history as I was using the webmessenger... So in the end the blog didn't happen!!

Ok so from my failing memory, I shall try to recollect the very short conversation.. I was at work that afternoon and was bored to tears cos the topics I was studying were very dry! I saw this unfamiliar name on my msn list, so I clicked on his nick and initiated a conversation

_______
LEGEND
M=Melis
T=Him
_______

M: Hi U r?
T: ne

M: ?? Hmm how come I have ur name on my list?
T: You are webcam

M: ??? I am webcam?
T: Yes. I am baro (I think so lah can't rem his name)

M: hmm okie...I think I mite hv added u by mistake, thinking u r a friend of mine...

T: yes mine

M: huh
T: mine friend girlfriend on webcam

M: eh dun undertstand... nvm, where r u from?
T: yes webcam
T: english were bad

M: ??? which country are u from?
T: Turkey. u?

M: Singapore
M: Ok cya ard

T: Webcam
T: Yes pls
T:online

M: BYE



End of story... really cannot decipher what greek he's writing haha... ok ple turkish cannot blame... but I've talked to one turkish who speaks good english thou most r bad... U must be thinking how come I talk to so many turkish? I also dunno y... In the era of icq, i'll get turkish who icq me thou I have unchecked the "random chat" box... then now in msn i'll get turkish who add me.. and bcos i dunno who they r thru the email prompt, i'll usually just add them... only to discover they r turkish... i've since blocked many turkish in fact all of them haha
Anah anah, u must be thinking, my true love must be some turkish guy... affinity... Dio boh??! hahaha CHOI

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Saturday, October 15, 2005

Beyond The Live Story

Just got back from Beyond concert.

One word. HIGH

Could have been "more high" if I've got better seats, cos the floor people were standing throughout. Rare thing you'll see at Singapore concert. The ushers are not so strict now but it's just that people aren't used to standing to watch a concert. And it feels weird for you to stand when u see that people in your sector are all rooted to their chairs, u wonder how people will look at u if u r the only fool standing and waving happily. But that's not the way to enjoy a concert. I dunno, but I feel high when I go for concerts and I pay because I like the singer so much, I wanna enjoy myself. So I just find it strange that some people can just glue themselves faithfully to their seats throughout the whole concert, not singing along or waving or anything at all. I can understand if they had gotten the tixs free, but if you bought ur tix and still sat down quietly I think it's a waste of your money. So of cos I'm always one of the fools who stand for 3/4 of the concert. I always remember the best concert as Power Station's concert, with 3 encore, and they had to repeat the songs they had sung cos they had run out off all songs that they had planned and practiced for the concert, as well as after some impromptu performances. Well right from the start, Beyond declared that there'll be no encore, and that they will sing all the songs once and for all. I guess this has to do with their determination to break up, an encore means you'll come on stage again. But to them, Beyond will be history and they'll no longer come together as a band. How sad. They really have great music and great vocals. Their live vocals and jam is impressive. All these years, they only make music of their own, without falling prey to the new music industry, Hong Kong in particular. This is what makes them so special, for more than twenty years. Their fans never stop supporting them, never stop loving their music all these 22 years, even with changes in band members and with the passing of Wong Ka Kui(Huang Jia Ju), who had left us for 12 years now.... The Hong Kong music industry no longer has a place for them despite their undying fans support and they know it, which is why they chose to leave behind a "Guang Hui Sui Yue". However, it was more of the disappointment and disgust they felt for the Hong Kong music industry/trend now that prompted their break up. For the past 2 decades they had tried very hard and worked very hard towards their music idea. They failed, they succeeded, they set the trend. But now the music trend and industry is no where near what they have been striving for, they had tried to revert the situation, but they feel they no longer have the ability to change anything nor give what the people want now, as Beyond. They would rather be remembered as Beyond forever than to only live in the glorious memories of their past peak. Hence the mutual decision to disband and go solo.

I've always liked Paul(Huang Guan Zhong), but i discovered Ka Kueng(Huang Jia Qiang) is very cute too, especially when he smiles, cos he seldom smile. Ka Kui (Jia Ju) is still the cutest. And after my friend pointed out Ka Keung looks like Ah Shin from Mayday, I see the resemblence. I can sense he's bitterness when he sang to his bro Ka Kui (Jia Ju).... I dunno if it's real or if he had been doing this for all the concerts but I prefer to think it is genuine. After all I had seen him and the band sob so badly during one of the concerts while singing "Hai Kuo Tian Kong", look out for the concert version mtv.... Of cos now the emotions are not that strong, but it doesn't mean they no longer feel for it.

I guess they weren't very high, of cos not as high as they were at the recent Hong Kong concert. Though the audience were already quite active for Singapore's standard, we are nowhere near the Hong Kong standard. During their last 3 songs when people just rushed down to as close as they could get to the stage, I could see the edge of Ka Kueng's lip lifted a few times, he was smiling, and trying not to show it. It can melt a heart. Paul pointed to one fan and said this should be a light-hearted departure, so don't cry.

No encore, as they had promised earlier. That's simply the spirit of Beyond, determination and perseverance, firm in their decision; regardless of whether it is in making their music or to disband, in spite of the thousands and millions of joint petition to plead with them to give up this idea.





Anyways, thanks to Mr. Chua.

meLis |
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Sunday, October 09, 2005

.............

Haven been blogging

Have been plain lazy

See, I just can't be bothered to come online, except to check mails and look out for cars. Not that it's my new found passion, but I just need to get one. It can get quite distressing, especially when you dunno what to get, which model is good, cost-saving, forget about the specs, engine, pick-up etc etc, I know nuts. But I need one. Cheap. Don't wanna be too burdened by the installments and loan. But yet doesn't look too bad or is not too lousy. Hard to please.... I always am....

(At this point of time, I forgot what I had written, cos for the very 1st time, blogger has just refreshed my page for some unknown reason, without me doing anything, so what i had written previously is gone.)

Anyways, this is the first week of work in my new company. All I can say is I enjoy it and I'm glad I am. I know my friends are too. Thanks. I'm rather busy lately cos I'm under one month of intensive studying, which invloves lotsa studying and read up, which includes knowing the drugs I'm selling, the diseases they treat, cause and effects of the diseases, how the drugs curbs it, efficacy, adverse events and the clinical papers. Not forgetting tests. Much like back to school, something which I really miss, but I realised I've lost my ability to concentrate while studying after barely less than 6 mths. Which is why I'm blogging instead of studying. Haven touched on the clinical papers yet and I'm starting ona new drug tml. I'm the only student to my trainer, so it's like a one to one lecture cum tutorial, finding myself dumb-founded when she throws qns at me.... Had a day of joint calling, which meant field attachment with my mentor. Was at CGH and NUH and well most of the trainee doctors are ermz surprisingly young and promising haha. The rest of the prof are some old man... and the 30 or 40 odd specialist are some rather mean and attitude bunch of people. Forever acting busy. So my chance of diao jin gui is only limited to the young and promising which sadly, I won't be approaching or selling my drugs to haha.

Fri was spent at Mandarin Marina for some sales campaign. Finally get to meet my whole sales team and they are a bunch of friendly people. I've got lots to learn from them, looking at the way they handle questions and give replies readily, I'm just blown away. So when we had a couple of minutes free, the sales manager asked me to intro myself, and opened to the floor to throw qns at me. Each of them had to ask me one... so I was liked asked 10 odd qns... They cheeckily asked if I'm attached and started introducing the single and available guys in our team hahah then find out if I like to sing and dance, so they were trying to sabotage me during our annual DnD..... Well, that's what every newcomer has to go through, at least that's what my senior said... Hope to enjoy myself more and hopefully, there'll be a new med rep to join me in training soon so I won't be so lonely! hahaha

My post have been revolving ard my work.... hmm cos that's the environment I'm in.... How about something more interesting??? hmmm otherwise will end up like GM, whose blog is about dragon boat and studies.... Mine's even sadder only got one variety....

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Sunday, October 02, 2005

Déjà vu

Anguish

Devastated

The emotions when I heard I heard the Bali sucidal bomb attack, once again. Hatred to a certain extent. So much so I feel the terrorists deserved the same treatment, to be punished, to be killed and wiped out. But if we can and did the same, how different would we be from them? It just makes me wonder, what did we do to aggrevate them to resort to such means, for one we didn't try to attack or hurt them in the same way they did. But the world is not fair, it doesn't mean if you treat people in a way, they have to treat you the same too. Sometimes I just wonder, how can they treat human lives like that, how can they feel nothing when they are also hurting their own fellow people, how can they even sacrifice their own lives, how can they be brain-washed to such an extent?? But then again they are terrorist. If they have thought of all these, they will not be who they have become. We believe in different God, no doubt, but Allah never thought them to kill. I just cannot imagine what kinda education they had, what values they were inculcated. And I have to say I am only directing these at the terrorist, not all Muslims or Malay behave in the same way. At least, those that I know of do not harbor such evil thoughts in any way. And I can say so for all, if not most of them in our country.

We think of the terrorist as evil beings, who wreck havoc, we condemn such acts and we admonish them. Ironically, they think the same of us. But what can we do? Only to indentify and pick them out, after incidents like that happen. We have put up layers and layers of defenses but it doesn't guarantee the successful eviction of such happenings. After all they are the ones who are in control.

If only Allah could punish them.


*Dear God*

刚刚看完六点半的新闻 那悲剧又重演
有个妈妈拿着儿子的相片 期盼他会出现
看不下那画面 我转过头却开始流泪
是惩罚是考验 还要有多少的心碎
爱 爱 在这个世界上爱已被忘记
谁都不相信 谁都不相信 相信爱
哎 哎 真理和公平都变成了笑话
我不愿意住在这样的城市里
话题都围绕在腥色羶暴力 有八卦没想法
计算逃避人人都在玩游戏 没有钱没人理你
我心里很愤怒 只能冷酷让自己麻木
拿生命做赌注 这些疯狂还要多久
爱 爱 在这个世界上有没有意义
没有人在乎 没有人在乎 没有爱
哎 哎 我真的很想要开口骂脏话
不是我的错 不是我的错 别怪我
Dear God 为什么你闭上眼不想想办法
装做看不见 装做看不见 告诉我
哎 哎 告诉我把爱找回来的方法
因为我无法离开这个鬼地方
(我没有办法离开 这个鬼地方 这个鬼地方)
它还是我的家

刚刚看完远方传来的消息
像恶梦在继续 给点力量让自己能活下去
Dear God 你在哪里

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