Close one Eye

Wanted to blog for a long time... but either busy or lazy, ok that's nothing new la...
So for those who don't know, I was confirmed (my job) 2 wks ago, that would mean I need to give 1 mth's notice to quit, should I be happy or sad abt tt? Haha, so right now, unless it's overseas opportunities, I won't be applying for any. Work's been pretty ok, many events coming up so will be a lil busier, but life is still ok, I just need more sales. So don't ask me abt work k, it'll be the same old answer.
Had a product test just yesterday, what a relieve. Lots' to study but we got tip offs from sales manager to know what to study, so it's basically regurgitating everything. passing is 85, will be rewarded 50 bucks if we manage to score 95. Got complaints from my team members that I wrote very fast and loud, cos I write very forcefully, stressed them out haha. See basically we're trained in that, with all the essay writings, the memorising and regurgitating... It's not unfamiliar and I realised I still love studying alot. Just love the process of it, Hee madness, the students must feel like killing me!
Intend to take up Korean and blading. Serious. Windsurf might have to wait awhile.

Ok that's a summary of my life recently. Nothing exciting. Need someone to spice up my life. WInkz

Met up w my dear last week. Let's count the years, wow 16 yrs since we 1st knew each other thou we lost contact for some yrs in between. So the topic naturally digressed to guys. I was first informed about 2 guys whom I knew.... One has turned into a gay... Yes, think Brokeback mountain. He does that. I mean I have nothing against gays and their sex life. It's pretty normal, cos everyone has different needs, I don't see them as abnorma, it's just another preference. Just bcos it's not the norm doesn't mean it something wrong or should be fault. But it came as a shock to me cos I knew the guy to be straight and even had a gf. He was badly hurt by her and things turned out this way. Well as long as he's happy with it then so be it.

Another guy fren somehow underwent some major changes after breaking up with his gf and started sleeping ard. Don't think he's hurt but more of deprived. So he sleeps around in Singapore, and overseas as he's often on the road. As cheapo as going to Geylang haha. I guess for some things and for some people. once u start you can't stop. I see it as being addictive here. But well he's happy, he's enjoying it, so what say do the rest of the people have?

And how true it is. 9.5 outta 10 guys ask their gf for sex. I think it's just a natural thing but it just makes me wonder why do they always have this in their mind. Then what my gf said tickled me and I think it made alotta sense and probably gives an answer. Her bf said to her "You don't wanna give it to me now right, ok don't regret, next time don't come and ask me for it" Whahaha laugh like mad can?? Cos according to his statistics (which is true lah), guys have highest sex drive at this age, while girls experience it in their later twenties. So basically it explains everything rite? Sorry dear, I disclosed whatever you told me, but no worries no names mentioned and I don't think anyone I know, knows you nor the people mentioned.

I was pretty disgusted and offended when a fren of mine came to me one day and asked me if I mind having a fling. I wasn't too taken aback at that point of time but thinking about it now made me feel rather degrading. We don't keep on contact often and I don't remember him as a guy who will have flings despite having a gf. But oh well, looks are deceiving. So basically it means he's looking for a fuck buddy. It's not unusual for guys/ girls to engage in such activities but sorry think he probably got the wrong target.

Was watching a variety show that day and Patty Hou said that she can actually stand her bf cheating on her (jay must be feeling so glad and relieved), provided it only involves behaviour (which means having affairs and one night stands) but not feelings. Her reasoning is that it's impossible for guys not to betray their gfs (which I agree, well it could be the other way round too), so betrayal that only invloves the body but not the heart/mind is acceptable. I actually kinda agree with her. I think at the end of the day, as long as you don't get caught, it's ok. Don't be so stupid to "tou chi" yet "bu cha zui ba" haha.
Like I always say : 男人女人都是贱的。基本上，大家都是贱人，分别在于贱到什么程度。
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Gotcha!!

I felt strongly that I need to blog on this. Haha I feel very proud of myself.

If you have been reading my blog religiously, you'll probably know I met a flasher twice sometime back last year.
For encounter #1 click here, dated 09 May.
For encounter #2 click here, dated 16 Nov.

Ok so, the inspectors have been following this case because probably there were many reported cases. Guess what, I received a call today morning from the Ang Mo Kio Police HQ, asking me to identify the photos of some suspects. So I went down and picked one outta the 9 photos. Ok it was more of gut feeling and e closest resemblence that I felt. haha that wasn't being truely fair but I felt I pointed at the right man. I might need to go back for physical identification (as in identify the suspects face to face, of cos through the glass window) if required. Ok so I was at the HQ and felt pretty prestigous k, cos I'm the only visitor who had access to the floors with security survillence. Haha and as usual, there r cute guys! haha I just wonder why... are most policeman good looking? haha If you had read ecounter #1, the 2 cops who took my statement are good looking too. Anyways the guys on duty at the entrance post were erm really quite cute in uniform... one even had a eurasian look. Then the other officers on the upper levels in plain clothes were ermz pretty good looking too. Haha ok I know, I'm there to identify the suspect not to beo yandaos. But it's kinda hard not to right... haha. I suddenly felt that it was a good environment to work in. Not because of the yandaos lah! But I quite like the feeling of analyzing cases, suspects and it makes me pretty excited. Which is why I wanted to work for the forensic department or do forensic science, I feel I'm contributing more like this.

Anyways, to sum up, the in-charge called me in the evening to say that the suspect has basically admitted. Tah-dah, so I'm right! But I was also told he's "abit sick up there" (quoted), meaning he's mentally unsound. So they are sending him to the IMH (aka Woodbridge lah) to get his medical report. I suspected so, after all he looks like he's only 16 or 18?.... But I'm just glad he got caught. I made a report, went to identify the suspect and I'm proud of it. Cos I know many people would just be intimidated and keep quiet, maybe they'll tell people about it and warn them but so what? If you don't make yourself heard and make any police report, you won't be able to nab the fellow and only more victims will suffer. Even though the police weren't very efficient... I mean the 2 times I met the flasher was in May and Nov last year, and they took only now to nab the suspect. Besides they had no record for my 1st report, misplaced or lost or what I dunno, irresponsible you can say. But at the end of the day, they nabbed the fellow and that's what matters :D

He was facing the sea, looking as depressed as her. She guessed he might be bothered by some issues too but probably not the same issue as what is bothering her. Half of the time, she's looking at his backview. He was facing away, turning against her direction, sometimes burying his face in his arms, leaning on the stone table. She was observing him closely, trying very hard not to be caught by him. Somehow their eyes met and they exchanged glances a couple of times. That's the closest they got. After an hour of sea breeze, he left. He looked at her one last time. The breeze didn't seem to take away his sorrows. He still look and felt heavy. She was left alone looking at the sea, listening to the waves. Nothing has changed, it didn't make her feel any better. The problems still exist. An hour later however she did feel relieved. At the end of the day, both of them were left to guess what each other had in mind that afternoon.





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I've been whining alot recently. And I tell you it's really ALOT! I practically whine to almost everyone I see or talk to. Over msn, msn, the phone and of cos face to face. Those whom I already whine to know what happened. Those who are clueless, I guess it'e better to remain so. Haha. I'm feeling so much better, although issues and problems still exist. I haven made up my mind but I did take a step. We'll see how things work out. Thx to those who had to put up with my whining constantly... those who comforted me, gave me advice or just listened to me... KY, SL, Cyn, HL, CY, Brid, DW(ok more of the other way round haha), KS... etc etc I also can't rem who I whine to haha too many ple lah...you get the point... many thanks! You're part of the reason I'm still hanging on! :D